~Spazmandi

Blah just rambleing on about me and stuff.

Ok, my names mandi, i go by spaz or what ever the fuck you feel like callin me? But i don't take bullshit, and its best not to get on my bad side...not that to many people have, which is good cuz i can be pretty damn mean/bitchy if i wanted to. But when your on my good side, i'm a really sweet, caring and cool person and it doesn't take that long to get to now that about me.

Well any who...I've been through alot in my life so far...like my big sister Erika passed away from cancer like 3years ago. My brother kept disappering and ended up in jail when i was wayy younger, like 1st-5th grade? Uhmm i have a almost 6year old neice Ariana, who is my sister's daughter, but i don't get to see or talk to her that much at all because of the bitch thats taking care of her at the moment [long story]. Uhmm if you went to elementry school with me, you'll know that i have changed ALOT in the past 2years or soo.

Yess i'm single at the moment. And i don't know if i really want to have a boyfriend for awhile? Because i just don't want a short relationship, or any thing like that. And i would love to finally have a boyfriend that really did care about me and that i really do like back? Cause most of the guys i go out with i like them at first then it just kinda fades away or something?...But yeah i've never really been in lovee yet so i don't really know that feeling. But i would like to. Yeah sure i know i'll most likey end up getting my heart broken or something but thats just part of the whole love shit. so yeahh. And i've started to notice that every time i start to really like a guy or something, and he starts to like me backk..and then he meets one of my friends, he just stops liking me and starts to be all over my friend..yeah it sucks but i've learn to live with it?

Well now i should talk alittle bit about my 2 bestfriends? Ok well my bestest friend in the whole world would be Laura Mitchell, I've known her since like 1st grade. yeahh sure we do get in alot of fights and are friendship almost ended around christmas...but we came through and almost loseing eachother as friends has brought us even closer i think, so yeah i pretty much call her my sister. My bestest guy friend would have to be George Wallece. I"ve also known him since 1st grade, but we weren't friends until like 4th grade or something? hes changed alot since the old elementry days, like he use to be this big wigger, lol, but now hes like a emo/skater/punk dude, THANK GOD. lol. but yeah hes pretty much like a brother to me.

Pshh i don't know if there is really anything that great about me? like i'm a very real person, and if something randomly comes to my mind i'll most likey say it? And i have some pretty strong opions at times, and if you don't like them..then to bad. Yeah sure i'm not perfect, who is? and if you think i'm gonna just change for any one..then your a dumbass. And as you can most likely tell i speek my mind? so yeah whatever,get use to it.lol.
I'm home schooled, yeah thats right. I lovee it because i don't have to deal with all that drama bullshit, all the new rules, and people that i dislike. Yeah yeah i know your probley like, "what about your friends and shit"..well it turns out that i have made wayy more friends being home schooled then i have EVER made when going to a public school, and yeah i plain on staying home schooled in highschool too. But any ways i do get to still see my friends, and i can be more of myself, because i'm not really caring about what people are thinking of me and stuff.

hmmm what should i write about noww? uhmm well i'm pretty shyy when i'm around new people, sometimes? and i'm working on that because i hate how shyy i am, but i will NEVER be one of those preppy girls you see in the mall/movies who yell and scream everything to draw attion to them selfs...well uhm what else...most people i know would lable me as Emo/punk or whatever...but i think labeling someone is really retarded so yeahh....Uhmm I don't judge many people on there looks, i judge most people by there personailty, cause thats the most important thing to me...."because looks fade away, and personailty doesn't" hah thats one of my favorite sayings...hmm well i can't think of any thing more to type. So i guess i'll just end it here.

There that should have help you get to know alittle bit more about me.